Such a weird feeling...

So it's slowly making its way around that I'm moving back.
I've clearly gotten some mixed reactions - but the overwhelming response is that it's what I need.
It's weird that I dont know exactly what I'll be doing when I get there - I meet with Sara on Wednesday to break the news to her - but I'm sure it will have gotten to her before then. And I doubt she'll have much emotion about it.

My field instructor says I should get involved with Young Judea and do youth / informal work. She doesnt think I'll ever fit into the formal world.

My ed advisor thinks it's good that i am "attenuating" (she used it a good half dozen times)

My communal advisor/director is so supportive that I am overwhelmed.

So it really comes down to the ed director.

I spent some time looking at the HUC-NY credit stuff. I've already done a lot of their ed stuff. But they have a track for informal ed which sounds really interesting to me. But I have to get approved to go there/get in first.

It's all a lot of thinking and a lot of reflecting.

In other news, i have a first. a side effect of my new meds is constipation. Yes folks, I have not taken a shit since Sunday. At least I finally realized that was why it was happening.

So yeah.
I'm trying to figure out what to do about this blog thing. I've figured out that there are more people reading it than I ever realized. So now I have to be more vague about things. I dont necessarily want some people to know some shit. Ya know? But sometimes I really like writing on it - it's a journal but not one. Because I know my mom is reading it. But it's that there are other people too.

My roommate and his girlfriend just returned from an evening of alcohol consumption. I think I'll go to sleep. tomorrow I get to deal with some problems at work. I dont like problems. But I like work. I also like loans. Mine havent gone through. Thought I'd share.

Under 2 months til I see Asher again.
4 1/2 months til my lease ends?
Under 7 months til I receive my certificate from the SJCS