Procrastination?

I wonder why I cant sit and do my work.
Maybe I want to fail?
Maybe I want them to kick me out?

Maybe it's really annoying that the learning person never called me back.
Maybe it's great that my therapist is off celebrating Jesus so I don't get to see her for a week.
Maybe my apartment is really lonely because Josh is in San Diego for the weekend.

Maybe I'm depressed.

Lots of maybes.

I created a new theory for my academic schedule. I'm not presenting it officially yet. Gotta talk to some people. But I think it may work. And it might give me something to be happy about - because this shit is ridiculous. I'm sick of it.

I'm going to Lev's house for Shabbat dinner tonight. His family is down from Berkeley - and the kids are adorable. And then I'm meeting up with a bunch of people to go out for Jordan's 25th. It isnt til tomorrow so apparently we have to drink til midnight. wooooo.

I guess I'll spend the day at Borders tomorrow. which means if anyone wants to provide me with some social life and some entertainment, as well as a break - -- call my cell.

that's my story.
a shitty one. sorry.